i refuse to die like this

i refuse to die without trying.
i refuse to die without fighting.
i refuse to die without being brave.
i refuse to die without facing my fears.
i refuse to die without using my chances.
i refuse to die without caring about myself.
i refuse to die without using my time properly.
i refuse to die without searching for happiness.
i refuse to die without making the right decisions.
i refuse to die without correcting repetitive mistakes.

i refuse to die like this.